He was a beautiful man


Cruel at times


He doled it out

We lived it


But so beautiful

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I adored him

Loved him

Hated him

Feared him

Needed him

Revered and respected him

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I can see

Now from a distance

He was lost



Terrified more like it

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But you would never know it

To see his stature

His confidence

His arrogance

His certainty


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Ruled with an iron hand

Stony heart

Maybe he was pretend

Maybe he was hollow

Maybe he was broken

His conscience wounded

Unable to grasp

Unable to feel

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Pitiable now

Not the giant who once loomed

Nor the terror

Just contrite


Full of regret

And oh so beautiful

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Written by Crisie Hutchings

I've committed my life to serve Jesus Christ and His Church. My passion is to see people rescued and brought into life and to serve them in music and communication of God's Word. I do that through every venue available from this blog to podcasts and videos. My hope is that you are encouraged, provoked and somehow healed and inspired through what you experience here on this website. It is my privilege to oversee the worship ministry at Covenant Love Church in Fayetteville, NC. My husband, John, and I do life with three adult children and their families and a beagle named Buddy!

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